Knew it's been long time since I blogged. But I don’t know if it was procrastination, or no-interest-in-blogging or no-time???? But I was just out of blog for last 2 months and obviously I missed it. Having too many thoughts to share in this little space, I would just like to talk about something which is running in my mind for the last 2 weeks....
The year is going to end, and we are all-set to welcome the New Year, shouldn’t we sit back and think of all the things that happened last year?? (i mean this year)
What did I do whole of this year? What good deeds did I do? How many people did I help? How many people did I hurt? How many times I cried? How many times I made others cry? What did I learn? What did I teach? Where did I go? Where am I going? What mistakes did i do? Am I doing justice to my life?
Was this year not good to me or i was not good??? Well I frankly accept that I wasted the whole of this year.
Every year had just been "Another year" for me and this year is no exception. Infact this year is even worse as there is not much value I am adding to make life beautiful- neither my own life nor other's. I do of course, enjoy each and every bit of day, have fun with friends, hang around to many places with friends; but there is something "incomplete".
Is this what I wanted to do? Definitely NO
Why am I so selfish that "I enjoy" but I don’t create THAT happiness in other's life??
Btw, creating happiness in other's life doesn't mean taking your close friend out and enjoying the day. Is it that type of happiness I wanted to create?? Again NO.
I am still thinking of living my life worth while, and I am sure I will end up with some good thought before the next year begins.
I am going to tabulate and prepare "Happy moments", "Not-so-happy moments", "Happy moments created", "Not-so-happy moments created" and start entering these fields. At the end of this exercise, I think I can justify myself if this year was really bad or kinda ok'ish. Alright!!! I have cleared my mind to some extent, and me gonna start to work on my "NEW YEAR GRID".
Keeping all my rambling thoughts aside, I wish all the readers a very happy, prosperous and promising New Year!!!
Bye Bye 2007.
